Okay. I'll be clear here. I don't think I'm perfect, I know I can be a bitch sometimes, honestly! I'm just naturally that way because I was once hurt, and whenever I think you guys get too close to me, physically or emotionally, I react the way I do so as to prevent myself from feeling that hurt ever again. I don't mean to be a frigid, sarcastic and rude bitch ALL of the time, it just sort of... slips out. If you ever read this, I'm honestly sorry, but I'd just never show it, because, in my eyes, I'd be weak. And I don't want to feel weak.